The story of us is end when you're not a part in it. Once you step out,it's the past. I know it's the end. Still, I want the story of us to be continued.
Our story used to be interesting. Everyone admired us. Jealous of us. They felt happy for us. They smiled at us. Now, they are all gone. The story of us filled with happiness, sweet memories, unforgettable memories, memories that I want to hold tightly in my palms and my heart. Your heart used to be there too, but your heart left. Mine is still there. Never leave. Although mine wants to leave, but can't bear to leave. Struggling to leave. When the foot steps out, it pace back again. Standing on the same position. I don't want to let go them. Don't want to forget the story of us. The awesome story of us... Used to be...
When I close my eyes, the story of us flash back in my mind......Flipping every pages.. Every details is on my mind... Not a single thing miss out. When the pages keep flipping on their own, my tears also flow on their own....Eyes become swollen and cheeks turn red. I used to it....It's one of my habit. I prefer crying than forgetting all those memories. I really don't want to cross them out, do you understand? They might not meant anything to you, but they meant a lot to me. You left me,it's your choice. I can't control it. Bout this decision to manage the story of us, it's my decision. You don't have the rights to ask me to forget bout it. You don't need to care bout me. It's my own business. I'm not a thing to you anymore!
I really want to hate you. Hate for loving you so deep. How can you steal my heart at first then you throw it away at last? I hate you. But I love you too. I love the way you stole my heart at the first place. I hate the way you threw away my heart at last. My heart is not a toy, it's my heart,you know? It's precious. When you decide to take away my heart, you should take care of it and protect it. You shouldn't destroy it....How dare you destroy it? I really wanna slap you in the face hard, you bastard! I also want to hug you so badly, begging you not to leave me, but I know it's useless. You don't love me anymore when you decide to build a barrier.
I miss you so badly,do you know? It's very difficult for me to end the story of us. Wait,it's actually end. It's just me, still standing there. One day, I still need to step out. I'm doing it now.. Stepping out. I don't want to say bye. But,my heart ask me to do it, it's a must. Bye,love...
*Tears rolling down while closing the album" The Story Of Us".
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