Unwanted split Part 3

Here it goes again. I can't remember everything what I wrote in part 1 and part 2, but I do remember what we did. We are adolescences, not kids anymore. Why should we argue? Hate each other? We don't say: "I don't want to friend you anymore." That is outdated,that's just for kids. There's no reason to do that. We are mature now, we should be mature. We've grown up! We gonna be adult soon. These "things" have to be thrown. Forget. Destroy. Shake hand, everything will be gone. Wait. Is that easy? I don't think so..

I just reached 16. I can't say I'm fully mature. But, I can say that I've gone through think and thin since I stepped into secondary school. Faces had been scanned through, personalities had been dug. Well,most of the people have their lovers. Puppy love. Do you think love can affect friendship? Well, I believe. When someone loves other person deeply,soon that person will forget bout friends and start to ditch them. Isn't it? They don't get along with their friends anymore. In their mind,just lovers. They talk bout their lovers all day long, every min, every sec. Soon, their friends get bored with it and don't want to bother bout them anymore. For them,it's BORING! If that person has a enemy, he/she will persuade his/her lover to hate them too. So, the lover got affected. Some hate the enemy too. Some just hate the enemy for nothing, they just wanna fulfill their lovers' request. They just do anything what their lovers ask them to do. Soon,groups formed. It does affect friendship. Luckily,there are some who are loyal to friends.

Friends do help each other, not using each other. Real friends don't throw them after using them. Real friends just don't befriend them for benefits. Real friends don't treat their friends as dolls. They treat them as human. I truly hope I'm not a doll. There will be smart people and average people among friends. There are some who are not into study but there are some who are into study too. Smart people are smart. They meant to be smart, they can help others in many ways. But,sometime,they need help too. Although they are good in results, that doesn't mean they are good in everything. Do you know the smartest person is the lonelinest person? Well,it's because the others keep calling them freaks and the others don't understand how important is studies to them. You see, it's because of misunderstanding that breaks it apart. People who are not good in results doesn't mean they are stupid. They are just not interested with it,or they just can't do it better. We can't blame them. We shouldn't look down on them. They are human too. They have brains too,not idiots. By the way, we should help them because they are our friends too...Study gap do influence friendship.

Example, You like Rain, everyone need to follow you to like Rain too? Well,I wrote Rain because I believe none of us like him. Lol. You are not the queen nor king, you can't just tell everyone to do the way you like. I mean, not everyone have the same interest,same hobby and same mind. Everyone is different. There's no way a person 100% same as you. Everyone is born to be different in their own way. If a person doesn't have the same interest as you, that doesn't mean you guys can't go well. Will you ditch a person who doesn't have the same interest as you do? If you are willing to befriend them, they gonna be friends of yours. Maybe best friends too. There is so much things to talk, not just only interest. Unless you don't feel like talking to them. There are people who have the same interest as you, so you keep hanging out with them which makes you forget bout the others,left them behind like lost kids. That's so wrong. You shouldn't forget them. You need them too. Once they are gone, they never come back to you again because you hurt them, you've made a mistake. A big and selfish mistake.


Jealousy! Hah! We are familiar bout that. There's a strong jealousy between us. Poof! Fire surrounding us. Dark and evil. Jealous bout what?  Fame? Looks? Body? Result? Nah.... I don't know. I'm not sure. Dissatisfaction bout yourself? Want to be the only one who got the attention? And destroy others? That's a wrong idea. Nobody can be the queen nor king. You destroy others, actually you are destroying yourself. Everything will come back to you soon. You just couldn't see it. It's just the beginning. You like someone, but that person doesn't like you. Instead that person like someone else, like you friend. Will you hate them? It's not their fault. You can't just force someone to like you. It's love. It depends on feelings. That person falls for other person, you can't blame them. The only thing to do is wish them. Not breaks them apart, it will make things worse. If your friend likes the person you like too. It's not a bad thing. It's a good thing too. At least the person you like got a person who is good to be with. Accept it with a smile. Wish them happy. Feel glad bout it. The person make a right choice. A better person is waiting for you out there. There's no need to depress.

There's no one perfect in this world. Am I good or bad? It's up to how you guys thinking. Let me tell you, I'am good. not 100% good though, not as good as an angel. There's a lot of people who are good just like you. You are not bad. If you doesn't miss the old time, I don't mind. It's up for you to decide. It's your choice. Nobody will force you. There's not hatred. Remember,it's your choice. Make sure it's a good and satisfying choice...

The end.