Can't pretend nothing happen between us

When Kay was strolling down the dark alley, all she think was him, she couldn't stop thinking bout him. Her head hung down, watched every step carefully, hoped that she wouldn't make a mistake. Once the decision is made, we've to go on. In her dreams, he was there to hold her hands, hand in hand walking down the alley. He shooed away the darkness and evilness, protected her from being hurt. He would smile at her and told her that it was okay. But, he was not there in reality. He's gone. A single tear came out from the corner of her eye. In the past, he would wave his hand in the air and smiled at her whenever he came across. Now, he would just walked straight without turning his head, his mouth was still, eyes never focus on her. She could sense him when he passed by, hand balled into fist. She was trying to stay calm and made her way, but she never felt okay. She would peep at him from a far distance without his notice. Sometime, she hoped that he would look at her, just a peep only, but he disappointed her every time. He had no feeling for her, it was over. He didn't say but it was obvious,she could feel it. He might fall for someone, somehow Kay wished that he still like her. At least 1%, but he didn't care bout her anymore, she was just a leaf which had been blew by the wind from one place to another. When she walked towards him, he would walked the other way and increase his pace, tried to stay away from her until out of sight. Then, she just stood there like a lost kid, eyes widen, anger ran down her spine. "I'm not a ghost! Why are you running away from me?"Kay whispered. "Suddenly,you told me that you like me. Now, you ignore me as if I am invisible. I've no idea what are you thinking. Do you think this is fun? Is this a joke?" Kay whispered behind him. She knew he couldn't listen, she had the sudden urge to scream at him, grab a thing and hit his head for hurting her, made her cried in the midnight, the dark circles under her eyes became darker. She wanted him to pay for that! She didn't hate him, she liked him. But, what's the point if he didn't like her anymore? Was that what he wanted? There was no decision to make except one: forget him. Since then, she walked left, while he walked right. They would never meet together. If they passed by, they would just treated each other invisible. What happened last time was past tense, it should be erase from the brain, there was nothing to remember or keep.