Unpredictable Life(Part 1)

A girl who was a gift by the God. A girl who was born to be perfect. When Kate was born, her mom carried her with her both hands and looked at her with smile. Her mom knew she gonna be an angel, what a beautiful baby. When Kate was 2 years old, her mom sent her to tadika because Kate hate being alone with the nanny. Facing with the nanny bored her. Kept making weird faces in front of her like a witch. Everytime her mom sent her to the nanny, she grabbed her mom's hand tightly with her small little fingers, begged her not to leave her alone. However, her little fingers didn't help at all, her mom pushed away the fingers with ease and tried to escape as soon as she could. After crying and screaming for months, her mom decided to sent her to tadika. Kate was delighted when she knew bout it. She stepped in and saw many kids were running around, chasing each other with laughter. She joined them and circled the room with both hands hung in the air. The teachers in the tadika knew that she gonna be a smart person because she learned many things since she was young. Kate loves to read and her dad bought a shelf of books for her. Her dad missed the moments Kate read the stories to him before went to bed. Until now, she still flip the books every day.

Time flew like a snap of finger. She was standard 1. Still look chubby, short hair and blurred. Of course, she was a kid, a 7 years old girl. Once she stepped in the class, she could feel that her primary school life was going to be awesome with her awesome friends. Yeah,it became true. Her great friends treat her well, Kate believed there were true friends in this world. She believed "BFF" exists.  Anyway, one of her primary friends is still her best friend till now. They get along easily and have the same interests. They love each other very much, appreciates each other and talked every day. Although, they have less conversation now, but their heart is still connected. Kate was a fun, loving person, everyone likes her. She became a librarian for 3 years and became a monitor. Her busy life, not really busy made her became famous at school and she became thinner. Ate fruits as a lunch almost every day but she loves her primary school life. Everything is perfect. A good sweet memories to be kept in heart. She hopes those moments would just hang there and never switch. Why the time needs to move? When she was monitor, rumors flew around and many people obeyed her. Being a leader was new for her, controlled them, asked them to keep quiet like a jeneral in an army. A good army creates harmony, peace and fun. Life had been so good for her. Birthday mattered for her. Her help was been appreciated by others. Smile could be seen every day.


Soon, she was form 1. "Dammit" was the first word she said. Regret for not appreciate the primary school life. Regret for not able to capture those moments. Regret for not crying on the last day. Haiz....Everything had passed, so just need to move on. Keep on with other people' pace and sit straight, head held high in the air and eyes focus in front. So, what to do now? Hmm...Pick a good place and sat on a chair with her friend beside her. That was her first time being nervous, had no clue what to do and what to say. Just sat there like a wood. Her eyes dreamed around the class, smelled the air. It was strange and unfamilliar to her. It gave her a chill. The only thing she could do is convince herself that everything gonna be alright. That was her first day, of course it gonna be strange for her. She was a newbie at town. She told herself that she gonna get use to this school and get along among the students. She could do it! It was a piece of cake.

Yeah. A piece of cake. She made a lot of friends, it was cool. At first, she hate that school because of the education and much much more. She was not satisfied with them, but she got use to it as time passed. At the first year, her results was not that good, just average. Sad with it, but still need to accept it. Just pretend that those are trials. None of them are real. At least she got her close friends with her.The sweet and warm things in her life. They talked, laughed and hang out. Just like primary school. But, things slightly slanted a bit at first year. No worries. Everything gonna be alright, that's what she told herself. No harm done. First year is the best year in secondary school. See-saw will go back to it's position at the end.