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Linda never wanted it to be like this. Never. Although she sat next to him, but they were far apart. She tried so hard to pull the string closer so that they could get closer,at least a bit closer. But, Jake kept staying apart from her as if he stayed away from the dangerous zone. "What am I?" she wanted to ask him. "I thought you love me more than you love yourself. But now, I understand everything. As I said,the world change. You never tell me anything." she whispered. Linda lived in the dark without a sign except the whispers from the tunnel kept calling her. Everyday, she turns her head to look at him, he will ignore her sight and hung down his head or talk to the person who sat beside him. Eyebrows showed a sign of despair and concern. What was wrong with him? Was it her fault? She kept wondering. If it was her fault, she would do anything to repair it, she just wanted to get him back. That's all. Nothing much. Linda hoped that it was her fault,so she would know where was the problem. But, there was no reply from him, not a word. Two strangers sat together without a word in a class. The flies threw suspicious looks and questions to them, whispered into each other' ears. They didn't seem to bother, that didn't matter. What mattered was him. Was it because she been cold to him? Never place him at first place? Talk less? One thing she knew was that she loved him. Since when she fell for him? Since when there was a feeling rose in her heart? Since when her heart started to thump fast when facing him? Since when she blushed when talking to him? Linda would sit patiently in her seat and waited for him to enter the class. When he appeared, she wriggled her body to get a comfort position, straighten her uniform, combed her hair and pretended to do her homework. Actually, she was waiting for him to come to her and greet her. In fact, he didn't bother to look at her, he dropped down his bag, placed his butt in his seat and took out his stuff. A deep sigh came out from her mouth. "What's in your mind? Please talk to me!"she whispered. "Hey! How are you? I miss you."Jake said. Her face broke into a smile. A few seconds later, she blinked hey eyes and she realized that it was just a dream. Jake talked to other girls but not her? Why? She never knew. She sent message to him,but he never replied. Sometime, he would replied that he was busy. She knew it was not true. Jealousy filled her spines when Jake was laughing and smiling with other girls. It had been a long time she saw him smiling. Was it fate? He didn't love her anymore? Was it over? Linda didn't know. Whatever it was, she still loved him. How many days she had cried for him? She never felt tired. If he came back to her, it worth it.