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Saturday, November 27, 2010

I need trust!

Angel was just an ordinary girl. She didn't want fame or luxury, she just wanted trust. When she was a little girl, she trusted anyone because she didn't know anything outside the world, she was not mature yet. She thought the world had no harm, it was a peaceful world. Until one day,one of her best friend betrayed her, stabbed a knife into her heart. Her friend told her that she had been helping Angel's enemy. It was childish to have an enemy at this age. When you hate someone for no reason, that person became your enemy. Angel remained calm, acted as if nothing happen, she was deaf. After her friend told her, she smiled for no reason although her heart was aching. She wanted to scold her so badly, but she did nothing, stood there like a wood. A war is nothing better, it will just make things worse. If she scold her friend, they will become enemy, never be friends. Her friend betrayed her so many times, but Angel still didn't spit out her anger, she kept it in a heart forever. Sometimes,her friend won't talk to her, hate her, scold her for no reason,she bullied her. She knew her friend didn't treat her well, just knew how to get angry, but it was over,she thought. Since then, she didn't fully trust anyone. She was afraid to get hurt again. At home, she was invisible. Although she said the truth, but her family didn't trust her at all, they said she lies all the time. When they said that, the scar in her heart got deeper, she wanted to tell them it was true, but she knew it was useless, they wouldn't trust her anymore. Fight back was useless, she was tired. Her mother scolded her for not telling her anything bout her life. Angel didn't want to tell her because she remembered when she was young, she told her mother everything. But,her mother didn't let a word go into her ears and she didn't believe her too. Since then, whenever her mother asked her bout something, she just kept quiet, she was tired to speak. When other people did something wrong, her mother would scold her before reveal the truth. But, Angel didn't fight back, she clenched her fist and kept on doing her her work, she didn't want to listen a word anymore. Her mother wouldn't believe her no matter what she said. She fought the urge to cry although she wanted to cry so badly. When she was sad, she would lock her in her room, she wanted to be alone. But, her mother would scold her, her mother thought she did illegal stuff in her room. She didn't have privacy at home because her mother said she don't need privacy. It was insane and ridiculous,she thought. Whenever her family scolded her, she would fight back or keep quiet. Normally, she would choose not to fight back, she would rather carry all the stress and sadness than wasting her saliva. Her family hated her,she thought. There was no trust in her world,it was difficult to find someone that she could trust or trust her.

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